That Sebastian and I don’t deserve to be together? His eyes are weary. xxxhindi He is dressed in pale jeans and a pitch-black jacket that looks to be made of leather. “Shit, Mia. I smile ironically at his reflection. Yet memories of him are intense like sweet, flaming incense. Then I went searching for him, only to discover Lucas who had just emerged from the shower in his bareness. Then we are finished. Lucas can at times be amusing. Now I have come to this realization—you can’t change the color of the sky just because it is not your favorite. I withhold myself from laughing. I do not have power over my feelings anymore. Lucas is twenty-three and handsome. My hair is raked straight down my back. Deep inside my soul, I feel am dying from want of him.
